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I just found out that my aunt is in the hospital with sepsis.   I hope that it turns out OK in the end.  My anxiety has already convinced me that she's going to die.

I think the fact that I care about very different things in my life is somewhat frightening to me. I’ve done a considerable amount of changing this past year. By not caring for the petty things that used to bother me endlessly, I find myself feeling less than myself. It is amazing how something so positive can seem so negative ( Read more... )

I'm not in a particularly bad mood today, but I have definitely had a bad day ( Read more... )

Wow -- I can read my entire friends page in four entries (excluding communities). What are most of you 70 people doing ( Read more... )

I have not been able to sleep normally this week, due to unfortunate happening/prior obligations/other responsibilities. Monday, I was called 6.5 hours in to be informed that Trenton had missed the bus, and I needed to pick him up. This was on adequate sleep after a 4-day weekend and the need to revert back to my normal schedule. Tuesday, I was ( Read more... )

Even though she did annoying things, sometimes, it still kills me that my friend went away. She was in my life so heavily for all of those years, and in an instant, she ran away because of something that wasn't even my fault. I didn't do anything to her. I didn't try to ruin her life. I never said a discouraging word to her. I supported her ( Read more... )

It has been a rough day today for several reasons ( Read more... )

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I have had to do much soul-searching this year.  I have undergone so many changes and have transformed in so many ways.  Some things, I don't feel quite comfortable with.  For example, not smoking, while beneficial for my health, seems to contradict my personality type.  I find myself not being able to drink alcohol the same way I have been able to ( Read more... )